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the life i have lived so far
by sethabela l JACOB since i started knowing the importance of life i made it my mission that i will defeat any situation that may occur in my life no matter how bad cold or hard it may be i told myself that i want only to be known as an archiver i only want to be known as a succeder for i dont want to bring shame anywhere near my family for i dont want my family to be ashamed of me for i want my family not only to be proud of me but to praise me for i wanted my family to take notice of my vission but so far the little that i have accomplished in life never did i get a support or motivation from the same people i want to be proud of me never did the people that want to be proud of me once believd in me for each anevry thing that i have accomplished never was enough in thier eyes for nothing that i have accomplished did even once made them proud and they wont want to know the blood tears and sweat that i went through to get the thing that i have they would at least be ahamed that they never played a vital role to make sure that the award i get at least partly is because of them and they wouldnt mind to tell me that what i ahve accomplished is what each and every man could accomplish for thee i know that they have lost hope in my dreams for thee i know that they have lost courage in my potential and for as far as i could see i saw that it takes one wrong to erase all the rights but it takes too many rights to cover up one wrong for i know that the life i have lived so far not even once did i make the peolple that i share daily meals and laughtter with proud for i never was perfecty before their eyes never am i good enough before them and never will i be good enough before their eyes because they gave up on me the moment i was born they gave up on my dreams the moment i woke up they gave up on my vision the moment they were aware that i can see SETHABELA CREATION PLEASURES Article Source: http://www.faithwriters.com |