I have been busy learning about casting out of devils for nearly about two years now. My faith is improving through necessity. And one of the things I am learning is being persistence. Something I am not good at. We live in a world that expects instant everything, including me. I am now confident that doing self-deliverance every day is the way to go. I am learning from experience and books and CD's on the subject. I do recommend everybody to learn how. We are not always in a situation that you can rely on another person to help you out.

I wish we can really be honest with another and truly understand another so we don't be mean in how we judge one another. My doctors marvel at how quickly I am getting over my breakdown. I have told them I say three hours of prayers every day, to their horror. They think I could be over doing it. I don't dare tell them sometimes I say more than three hours and I am casting out devils in myself. They would send me straight back to hospital if I told them openly what has been going on in my life they be even more afraid.

I have heard other people who won't tell their doctors everything for the same reason. That is the problem, nobody can be truly be honest with others. If you haven't walked in somebodies shoes for at least ten miles, so that they may be understood, people can be judgemental about others. Including me. I am certainly still learning the very basics of self-deliverance. I rely on books and CD's about the subject. We Christians shouldn't have to rely on books to learn. I believe strongly that Church Leaders should be equipped to teach us.

We are only serving God a little if all is expected of us is to be good and no more. We should be walking in the gifts of the Holy Spirit every day. I believe that Church Leaders should be daring and delegate their flocks into going the extra mile. Encourage them to use their gifts. How can you encourage somebody to use their gifts if you don't listen to your flock and find out what they are? Christians aren't always game enough to talk freely, because other Christians think they are strange. How Christian are we? if they don't believe we should exercise the gifts God wants to give us.

1 Peter 4:10 As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God's varied grace.

Prayer is so powerful and we need to pray for everybody not just our family.