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Never Alone
by Andrea Stinson Some much time in the dark fumbling around trying to find my own way . So many stronghold suffociation me I can't breathe and I think to myself I know there's a better way. I began to question myself " Why are you so sturborn Andrea ?" You believe in his holy word but you struggle with being who you are. Why stay here it's bring you hurt it bring pain? Every time you turn around it's another addiction , lust , anger and immoral thoughts . Why stay here ? You know how it feels to be loved by Jesus. Then I heard another voice say "It's to much work. I can't do what I want to . I feel like I can't do nothing right to please God. Hold up with a light voice spoke again "That's the problem you'r to busy trying to please God and you will not let me do the work. "Who speaking" I said. I'AM the Spirit I've been speaking along. I'AM encouragment when you want to swollow a bottle of pills. I'AM the fulliment when you look into your childrens eyes that let you know you have done something right that God gave you these gifts. I'AM peace when you want everything to stop and you get a moments rest. I'AM here and you'r never alone. Just because you give up on God we never give up on you . As i listen more the voice became louder and it drown out the exuses and ripped down strongholds. I could feel myself come to life . He yoke really is light ! Now I see why christian can lift there hands and worship while there going through . They knew what I didn't know until He allowed me to go into a dry place . I'm never alone I'm just a servant of the Lord trying to obtain my jewels for my crown. If i can touch one heart to connect to Jesus that will bring me joy. Article Source: http://www.faithwriters.com |